Jeremiah 29:11

It is the last 10 minutes of Mother's Day and I am writing my 1st blog entry.  I don't want to over analyze every word or punctuation but just write what I'm thinking as plain as I can.

Today I am thinking of our son and daughter, Caden and Melody! They taught me a lot in their 4 1/2 months and that is one of the main reasons I am starting this blog. I have kept a journal since I was 9 but a journal is private and though the topics I want to write about are personal, I feel like this journey would be better expressed here.

Rob and I have been married for 7 1/2 years and for 5 of those years we have been trying to start a family. During those 5 years we have gotten pregnant twice and now have 2 angel babies. Our Caden was born into heaven on 11-7-2012 and Melody on 4-4-2014. 

Yes this blog is about infertility, miscarriages, countless treatments, wanting to be parents but really it is more about the journey. This journey is about finding HOPE through it all despite your circumstances and I think we can all relate to that.

My Mum's verse for me since I was a kid has always been Jeremiah 29:11 "For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future." This has been a constant comfort to me knowing that my Abba has a plan and though I may not get it today, I can trust that it is good and full of hope! 

Walking with Hope, Abby xx