While I'm waiting

Today I went in for my pregnancy test after my last IUI treatment. A few hours later I found out the test was Negative.

God always answers His people.

Many times He answers with Yes, No or Wait.

One of the most important things I have learned during this process is that what I do while I am waiting is just as important as what I do when I get my answer! 

The picture included is of the watch I gave Rob on our wedding day. I spent a lot of time thinking of what I was going to have engraved on it. He got it fixed this week and the 1st thing I did was open it to read the inscription..."In God's timing"

As I read that the tears started to flow..while we wait we are waiting for God's timing. What do I know about God's timing? That it is PERFECT! 

Thank you Abba for that sweet reminder...especially on a day like today!!!

So we will continue to walk in hope as we prepare for another treatment and wait...I pray that we can live out the below song even on our hardest of days. We are so thankful for all of your prayers, encouragement and love. Lord you are good and Your love endures forever!

While I'm Waiting

I'm waiting, I'm waiting on You Lord

And I am hopeful, I'm waiting on You Lord

Though it is painful, but patiently I will wait

And I will move ahead bold and confident

Taking every step in obedience

While I'm waiting I will serve You

While I'm waiting I will worship

While I'm waiting I will not faint

I'll be running the race even while I wait

I'm waiting, I'm waiting on You Lord

And I am peaceful, I'm waiting on You Lord

Though it's not easy no, but faithfully I will wait

Yes, I will wait

And I will move ahead bold and confident

Taking every step in obedience

While I'm waiting I will serve You

While I'm waiting I will worship

While I'm waiting I will not faint

I'll be running the race even while I wait

I will move ahead bold and confident

I'll be taking every step in obedience, yeah

While I'm waiting I will serve You

While I'm waiting I will worship

While I'm waiting I will not faint

And I will serve You while I'm waiting

I will worship while I'm waiting

I will serve You while I'm waiting

I will worship while I'm waiting

I will serve You while I'm waiting

I will worship while I'm waiting on You Lord

I will serve You while I'm waiting

I will worship while I'm waiting

I will serve You while I'm waiting

I will worship while I'm waiting

Walking with HOPE, Abby xx

 

4 Months

Today is 4 months...4 months since we held our Melody! Driving home from a date night, I could feel the quietness all around me...Rob could see it in my face and pulled me close as we continued the drive home and I just cried. Robby turned up the praise music and began to worship...I started to sing the lyrics in my head....

"Your Grace Is Enough"

Great is Your faithfulness oh God
You wrestle with the sinner's heart
You lead us by still waters and to mercy
And nothing can keep us apart

So remember Your people
Remember Your children
Remember Your promise
Oh God

Your grace is enough
Your grace is enough
Your grace is enough for me

Great is Your love and justice God
You use the weak to lead the strong
You lead us in the song of Your salvation
And all Your people sing along

So remember Your people
Remember Your children
Remember Your promise
Oh God

Your grace is enough
Your grace is enough
Your grace is enough for me [x2]

So remember Your people
Remember Your children
Remember Your promise
Oh God

Your grace is enough
Your grace is enough
Your grace is enough for me

Your grace is enough
Heaven reaching down to us
Your grace is enough for me
God I see your grace is enough
I'm covered in your love
Your grace is enough for me
For me

Today as I head into my infertility clinic...I go in praising through the tears...Thank you Lord for remembering Robby, Caden, Melody & I ! You have never left or forsaken us and we will proclaim YOUR GRACE IS ENOUGH!!! 

 

Walking with Hope, Abby xx